I found it

I feel I'm entering a new dimension
Oh did I mention I found it so hard
And now that it's been brought to my attention
Oh did I mention I found it so hard

I learned that the feeling holds no promise
Oh answer isn't there
I learned that the feeling holds no kindness
Oh the wide world doesn't care

-doesn't care-

The big and the small, envelope it all, envelope it all
The windows and walls, demolish them all, demolish them all
Change me for good to the person that I intend to become
And then I will lay in the coastal sun

I heard an unfamiliar name
And oh did I mention, I found it so hard
Time and again, babe, it was the same
And oh did I mention, I found it so hard

I watched rain fall out on the bay
I hope that you know that I swallowed my pride
I watched and I wished I knew how to say
I hope that you know, you know that I tried

-that I tried-

The big and the small, envelope it all, envelope it all
The windows and walls, demolish them all, demolish them all
Change me for good to the person that I intend to become
And then I will lay in the coastal sun