So Far Apart

I'm getting out of my house
All my neighbors are strangers
I'm getting off of my phone
It fills me with anger
I'm getting out of the car
I feel I'm in danger
I'm growing out of my scars
I got a brain rearranger

Let me out
I can't live
In the dark
Tell me how
Tell me when did we get so far apart?

I'm coming out of my skin
I feel disconnected
Killing my next of kin
I eat them for breakfast
I need a new lens
I'm losing perspective
Is nothing a sin?
Is nothing protected?

Let me out
I can't live
In the dark
Tell me how
Tell me when did we get so far apart?

I've given up on the ghost
I'm trying to be conscious
I'm not even close
If I'm being honest
I wanna be good
At keeping my promise
I wanna be understood
I wanna be harmless

Let me out
I can't live
In the dark
Tell me how
Tell me when
Did we get so far apart?