Dark Tetris

So Lauren's back on drugs
And I don't know if I should laugh or if that dope's still dangerous
But I miss every birthday
Can barely remember my own age these days

How you never think about it till you gotta go without it (then it's all you ever do)
(All I ever do)
Some nights I swear she only calls for nostalgia (Some nights, some nights)
Some nights I don't even blame her

It was a shotgirl summer and someone needs to drink less
She said "the place has been packed", the patrons are packing I guess

So Lauren called my bluff
And all thе cocaine stocks in Brockley wouldn't stop me shutting up
Likе a blur, another decade; some kind of bar that we made it this far

How you never dream about it till you go to sleep without it (then it's all you dream about)
(All you dream about)
Some nights I swear she only calls for nostalgia (Some nights, some nights)
Some nights I don't even blame her

It was a shotgirl summer and someone needs to sniff less
She said "the place has been packed", the patrons are packing I guess
It was a shockwave summer of sixteen months suppressed
She said "the industry's fixed, I've been doubling shifts, it's been stress"

I cast a stone into the lake and let the ripples break
I cast a spell and I commit to chaos
I cast a stone into the lake and I submit to fate
I commit to chaos magic!

It as the shock of the calm, then the rush
The contrast of the cool air then the crush
It was a shockwave summer of sixteen months suppressed
She said "if I want to destress then the old drugs are best so don't judge"