Happier in Hell

[00:00.59] Maybe you're not sad enough
[00:06.00] I'm afraid of medication, but I think I should be on it
[00:09.69] I keep trying meditation, but if I'm being honest
[00:13.12] Doing anything that's good for me makes me wanna vomit
[00:16.51] I'm sorry for the mess I made, I'll clean it in the morning
[00:20.20] I don't need your help
[00:22.32] You can keep the Gary Vees and TED Talks to yourself
[00:27.57] I'm glad it's going well
[00:30.21] But I've been to Heaven, it's happier in Hell
[00:34.87] Maybe you're not sad enough
[00:41.62] Maybe I should suck it up
[00:47.57] I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
[00:50.49] Most days, I'm a devil, today, I'm a god
[00:54.24] Maybe you're not sad enough
[00:59.65] Or maybe I should give it up
[01:01.29] I barely even drink, I quit the hard stuff like six years ago
[01:04.92] And I'm starting to think that getting sober hasn't helped at all
[01:08.34] They say the grass is greener, but I kind of miss the chemicals
[01:11.75] Sorry, I'm not perfect yet, I swear it's nothing personal
[01:15.42] I don't need your help
[01:17.39] You can keep the Pelotons and cleanses to yourself
[01:22.50] I'm glad it's going well
[01:25.08] But I've been to Heaven, it's happier in Hell
[01:29.82] Maybe you're not sad enough
[01:36.66] Maybe I should suck it up
[01:42.60] I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
[01:46.00] Most days, I'm a devil, today, I'm a god
[01:49.97] Maybe you're not sad enough
[01:54.58] Or maybe I should give it up
[02:25.03] Maybe you're not sad enough
[02:32.04] Maybe I should suck it up
[02:38.03] I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
[02:41.37] Most days, I'm a devil, today, I'm a god
[02:45.83] Maybe you're not sad enough
[02:50.03] Or maybe I should give it up