Bizzy

Why do I feel out of place
In my own outer space?
It took so much of me to lift my body up today.

I thought of something strange
Then I cast it from my brain.
I spun around until I was too bizzy to complain.

I wish that I could fall in love again,
And see the world for what it truly is.

But I can't remember how
So my shadow leads me now.
With steady blind devotion I never have to leave my house.

And when my chest keeps heating up,
And when the air won't reach my lungs,
I'd throw my hands up to the sky but I can't reach far enough.

I wish that I could fall in love again,
And see the world for what it truly is.
I wish that I could fall in love with anything,
One more time,
Anything.

And I hope you never see me like the way I see myself,
And I shattered every mirror in my house,
But it still hurts like hell.

So here I go again,
Such a struggle to begin.
I'll rewrite every word until I can't feel anything