Comforting Lie

[00:12.80] I started out on the wrong foot
[00:15.57] Now I'm not myself
[00:19.33] I am Jekyll, I am Hyde
[00:22.70] Found this place to hide
[00:24.67] Come seek me
[00:27.05] Oh, so up and down
[00:29.82] So back and forth
[00:31.40] So insecure
[00:34.75] Can't get this taste out of my mouth
[00:37.91] Swallow it down
[00:40.27] Pretend
[00:42.21] Hold it, hold it all in
[00:45.56] Let it build up
[00:47.48] Build a bomb
[00:49.99] Blow it, blow it away
[00:53.57] Clear it all out
[00:55.20] Just end it
[00:57.63] I'm just a normal person
[01:03.91] Without those problems
[01:06.01] When did it change?
[01:08.98] Admissions so embarrassing
[01:12.41] I'm on the verge of tears again
[01:16.65] Hold it, hold it all in
[01:19.95] Let it build up
[01:21.85] Build a bomb
[01:24.25] And blow it, blow it away
[01:27.78] Clear it all out
[01:29.62] Just end it
[01:32.02] Oh look I took the Band-Aid off
[01:35.43] Did I take it off too soon?
[01:39.48] Hysterical confession
[01:42.83] My big courageous move
[01:54.70] Don't gasp at the predictable
[01:57.42] A comforting lie can't last
[02:02.13] Preordained checklist of this awkward love
[02:07.58] It's so sad
[02:09.67] Hold it, hold it all in
[02:13.45] Let it build up
[02:15.20] Oh, build a bomb
[02:17.23] Blow it, blow it away
[02:21.27] Clear it all out
[02:22.67] Just end it
[02:25.15] Sort it, sort it out
[02:28.43] Just give it back
[02:30.46] No thank you
[02:32.74] Toss it, toss it away
[02:36.30] Eliminate
[02:38.16] Just give up
[02:40.67] I can't decide
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