Counting Numbers

We are proud to get away some time to think alone
Mixed feelings about the whole thing should you come back
I don't know
Today it was so hard being alone
I can hardly sing gotta hold on:
I'm trying i owe it every day that i wake and stay
(Dues i'll pay i'll recognize from our days)
I'm gonna make it you got a lot of things to say
That i'm a selfish human being but i drove alone today
Felt the wind and remembered everything
I laughed today and i'll laugh again tomorrow
I count mistakes but i still gotta find the blessings
Got thinking i'm not happy not thinking right
I can't wash this away but gotta get it out of my mind
Another lonely night all alone drunk in my bed
Think until i close my eyes then wake up and find a new day