Every Reason To

I? ve never since felt life as dry as it was inside you
I? ve tasted plenty and it only made me gag
I wanted more, now I have it all without you
If I could have only left without that thought

I would have left with him and you a childless wreck
I would have taken it upon myself to leave you
Strapped with the burden of unclear thinking
That? s what you do best, you? re always thinking
And not acting rationally

You just needed someone to love you
God know I don? t, I never did so disappear
You gave me every reason to
And still I didn? t break your face in

So where? s my son and where? s your scars?
Do you still limp from my fist fucking fetish?
And my midnight naked messages in your ears?
So why didn? t they come? Why wasn? t she born?

I would have taken her right from underneath you
She would call you mother, I would call you host
And you would just call on every lie
You could to feel just and sane, keep your word
How little do I really understand?

I knew enough not to touch you there
I should have saved myself for the last but still
I broke in the beginning and broke your hold in the end
And on you went barren and content
And I the other direction experienced in nothing special