Ghost

I wouldn't be who I am today
Without mistakes that you made
You taught me how to hate
And buried me in apathy
I can't trust what's in your head
To ever make some kind of sense
I am not okay
But I will never bleed again

10 years just a stagnant lifetime
No regrets as I leave it all behind
Happy alone in static gloom
Happy alone and thriving without you

Say my name, smile as you push me away
You spread my shame, just to keep me in my place
We both know, that you did this to yourself
We both know, you turned me into what you now hate the most
A bright soul turned into a ghost

I can't live up to what you want me to be
But I'm alive knowing I am nothing
I am nothing

Time burns the bridges we made
And leaves a hole in me
But I'd rather be hollow
Than voiceless and afraid
These scars will never fade
But there's no place like time and space
Now that you've buried a ghost
Die in the bed you made

Toxic is as toxic does
You speak down and call it love
Happy alone because at least I can choose
Happy alone and thriving without you

Say my name, smile as you push me away
You spread my shame, just to keep me in my place
We both know, that you did this to yourself
We both know, you turned me into what you now hate the most
A bright soul, and bright soul
A bright soul turned into a
Ghost

The gears turn so slowly, I could never relate
I disappeared, so you can roll in your grave
I can't live up to what you want me to be
But I'm alive knowing I am nothing
Say my name
I am nothing