Half Past April

I thought
The ice is melting.
We could talk
On the lake.

Not far from our house,
The park is wetter than yesterday.

I won't swallow my pride.
I know
I've been unbearable.
These past four weeks
Have been wrong.

I can give you space.
I know what i want.
I can think of plans for us.
Ruin, ruining our relay,
Relationship.