I Am the Boy

I'd like to talk about a few things
Like how the last year has affected me
It may seem like it's nothing,
But it's been burning a hole, can't you see?
So if you could just wait I promise I'll make it better.

Hold me, I'm a wreck, I neglect and I'm dysfunctional
To everyone around me and you're everyone around
Me, I digress, I can't let you walk away,
I swear I'll change
If you let me.
So, will you let me?

So could you pull me up, because I feel like I hit the deep end
But I'm "okay", if that's what you want me to tell you

I know, I'm sorry
I let this go to waste, I fucking ruin everything
I know, I'm sorry
But I'm sorry doesn't mean anything

'Cause I'd love it if you fucking let me