Somebody Will Find Me (feat. Swiblet)

It's been some months, I've lost count
Don't know how
I've lasted on this ship
When I'm not healing
I'm feeling
Each movements blinding, unwinding
Each time I feel the sting
I'm toss and turning
It's burning
All I can do is think

I lie wide awake in bed
And cry until I'm out of breath
No rest from inside my head
I beg for a painless death
I just wanna get some sleep
And trust I'll be left to dream
I stay every day to weep
And wait every day to see if
Somebody will find me
Somebody will find me
Somebody will find me
Somebody will find me
Somebody will find me

Deep inside this tomb I'm a time bomb
Old wounds every night I wake
Kept alive, undead, no sign there's a light on
One night I'll finally break

What I used to be; a memory a time not long ago
A captain giving orders failed my crew, now I'm alone
No shut eye, no empathy, a monster only knows
What happened at the helm; now I'm nothing but a ghost

They say "You gotta stick it out"
Does that apply?
When you're burnt to a crisp missing ears and an eye?
Damned for years, all your life
Every minute til you die
Screaming for a god to listen while you're forced to stay alive

Not even on the inside am I alive
I'm certain I'm not as the sunrise shines
Can I trust what I find? with no lids of any kind?
Blurry visions of my past, I unwillingly survive

Can't live on pain kills, I wanna see the light
A promise of a time I'm not running for my life
A heart beat skipped and a crushed windpipe
Each time I breathe my last, something brings me back to die, this isn't life
This is death in disguise
No arms no legs I regret each night
I'm losing my myself as my mind drifts by
While I'm left in silence as the clock ticks by

A freak show people pity
And pity
Who cares what's on my mind?
The one decaying
I'm praying
There's something left to find
Beneath the tissue
Burnt tissue
The scars and all the lies
A man to rescue
To rescue

Find me or let me
Die wide awake in bed
And cry until I'm out of breath
No rest from inside my head
I beg for a painless death
I just wanna get some sleep
And trust I'll be left to dream
I stay every day to weep
And wait every day to see if
Somebody will find me
Somebody will find me
Somebody will find me
Somebody will find me
Somebody will find me