Lost in Ikea

[00:32.06] I haven't smoked a cigarette in two whole weeks
[00:34.91] And I'm learning not to hate myself for little things
[00:38.19] All this time alone is forcing me to take control of
[00:44.27] The times I don't clean my apartment or communicate
[00:47.68] And when I have to work tomorrow and stay up too late
[00:50.84] I finally feel inspired
[00:53.89] And I'm not okay with the way I was
[00:57.43] (The way I was)
[00:59.06] (The way I was)
[01:00.67] The way I was
[01:03.52] So I'll draw my own lot in life
[01:08.85] I know what it's like
[01:11.25] To be present
[01:12.53] Without presence
[01:17.08] I've come to terms with who I am
[01:20.24] And I'm learning to love myself again
[01:25.60] Again
[01:29.53] Slowly becoming better than
[01:36.24] Who I've been
[01:38.69] So let me try and say I'm sorry for the last two years
[01:42.05] When I was drinking way too often to control my fear
[01:45.24] Of the meaningless existence where I just disappear
[01:51.63] And I wanna take a minute to accept the blame
[01:54.89] For all the times that I would swear to you that I would change
[01:58.26] I misplaced my motivation
[02:01.26] And I just remained the same
[02:04.47] (Remained the same)
[02:06.83] (Remained the same)
[02:07.82] Remained the same
[02:10.71] So I'll draw my own lot in life
[02:16.05] I know what it's like
[02:18.26] To be present
[02:19.82] Without presence
[02:24.02] I've come to terms with who I am
[02:27.43] And I'm learning to love myself again
[02:30.62] (Love myself again)
[02:32.77] Again
[02:36.73] Slowly becoming better than
[02:43.43] Who I've been
[02:59.94] I know I'm good enough
[03:02.79] Enough for anyone
[03:07.06] And finally myself
[03:12.69] I know I'm good enough
[03:15.85] Enough for anyone
[03:19.80] And finally myself
[03:25.68] I know I'm good enough
[03:28.88] Enough for anyone
[03:32.89] And finally myself
[03:43.40] So I'll draw my own lot in life
[03:48.74] I know what it's like
[03:51.07] To be present
[03:52.66] Without presence
[03:57.16] I've come to terms with who I am
[04:00.31] And I'm learning to love myself again
[04:03.54] (Love myself again)
[04:05.62] Again
[04:09.38] So I'll draw my own lot in life
[04:10.11] (Everything's alright, everything's just fine)
[04:14.65] I know what it's like
[04:16.29] (Everything's alright, everything's just fine)
[04:17.14] To be present
[04:18.70] Without presence
[04:22.86] (Everything's alright, everything's just fine)
[04:23.37] I've come to terms with who I am
[04:26.01] And I'm learning to love myself again
[04:29.48] (Everything's alright, everything's just fine)
[04:31.88] Again
[04:35.90] Everything's alright
[04:39.82]