Underbelly

[00:20.17] I've got a piercing fever
[00:22.61] A vault of rage within my chest
[00:25.08] And I intend to keep it hidden
[00:27.64] Lest I risk the loss of everyone I love
[00:30.17] You'll get a glimpse and you'll say "Fuck it!
[00:32.87] You're not deserving of a life with me in it"
[00:35.21] Is this too much self-pity for you?
[00:37.80] Is this what you need to walk away?
[00:40.33] I need somebody to hold me down before I break
[00:45.52] I need somebody to tell me that it's ok
[00:50.58] I dreamed about rearranging your insides again
[00:55.62] My mask is slipping away from me
[01:01.93] But the implication in your voice is all I know
[01:07.14] Say you want more honesty, but it's all for show
[01:12.23] So instead berate me 'til I'm piping down again
[01:17.49] And invalidate me whole while I count to ten
[01:21.29] I need somebody to hold me down before I break
[01:26.50] I need somebody to tell me that it's ok
[01:31.47] I dreamed about rearranging your insides again
[01:36.67] My mask is slipping away from me
[01:41.04] Deny every feeling
[01:51.34] Deny every feeling
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[02:22.65] Like a goddamn liar
[02:26.33] I resort to conning myself somehow
[02:32.78] And I can't inspire
[02:36.19] A single change of substance, can I now?
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[02:47.40] Deny every feeling
[02:57.74] Deny every feeling
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