Nervous Wreck

Drew the blinds on the sunlight pouring in
Locked the door but I hope someone opens it
A recluse torn in two by loneliness
Don't wanna be with myself or anyone else
Thoughts are turning poisonous
Vital signs are weakening
Hold my breath and hope this ends
Cause lately I've been more or less a nervous wreck
Im staying in, I'm out of it
A ghost in my reflection
I wanna see me again
Left the house stepping out on a limb again
Chasing fleeting feelings of confidence
With a map torn in half I'm directionless
Drifting far from myself
And everyone else
Drifting far from myself
Drifting far from everybody else