Running Circles

Is this the end? Is this the end I had in mind?
I try to pretend, there's still room to bend
I try not to fight, with all of my might, to carry on
Towards the impossible light, I'm almost there but not quite

Know I'm running circles, trying not to disappear
Figure out what's missing, missing out's my biggest fear
Everybody's filing out as soon as I appear
I dance around my silent sorrow, guess I'll try again tomorrow

Is something not right? is something not right?
I watch the light move continuously
Until I can't see

Running circles feel like I'm just running out of time
Try to stop myself from buying everything I see online
Goddammit I'm so stuck, I feel like I've been left behind
I'm dizzy now, try to recover, another foot follows the other