Parking Lots

Everything I say seems to carry so much weight,
Exchanging generalities, making these mistakes.
My apologies are eulogies, lethargy brings apathy,
Can't believe this is happening, all just feels the same.
Can't we just remember?
We were seventeen, dreaming of the summer to boost our self esteem.
I'm still getting over the way she fucked with my
Head, now it's four years later, now there's nothing left.
Did i fail to make you happy?
Head laying on my shoulder.
Fail to make you happy?
Pull my body closer.
Cannonball run, there ain't no stopping us now.
Chemical burns the chance of bleeding
Out- Soak it all in, take time to contemplate.
Can't we just remember?
We were seventeen, dreaming of the summer to boost our self esteem.
I'm still getting over the way she fucked with my
Head, now it's four years later, now there's nothing left.
Did i fail to make you happy?
Head laying on my shoulder.
Fail to make you happy?
Pull my body closer.
Anybody wanna give me the answers?
I'm pushing harder than my body can handle.
If only someone made all my god damn
Decisions i wouldn't fuck up on a consistent basis.