Self Doubt

I've been running in my bed for six whole months
I'm out of touch and out of luck
But everything's been changing since you
You lift me up
You lift me up

Staring with an empty hope
As the words I swallow burn my throat
Praying that I'll slowly fade away
Into a life of my own
When everything I thought I knew
Split effectively in two
'Cause my perspective changed
The day that I fell for you

I get pains in the back of my neck
From the anxiety I build up in my head
But it all fades when you're around
And I can't help but feel a little distressed
'Cause I fixate myself on every single word she says
I'm always filled with such self doubt

Etch your name in the back of my mind
With fingers that cling so tight to mine
Nothing makes me nervous like the way your eyes catch mine
You know that I'm trying without all this lying
So fucking tired but you still lift me up
You know that I'm trying without all this lying
I'm so fucking tired but you still lift me up

I get pains in the back of my neck
From the anxiety I build up in my head
But it all fades when you're around
And I can't help but feel a little distressed
'Cause I fixate myself on every single word she says
I'm always filled with such self doubt

She said we can make this last
Forget the past and everyone who's dragged you down before
Dragged you down before
She said we can make this last
Take off the mask you use to hide yourself
I don't want anyone else

I get pains in the back of my neck
From the anxiety I build up in my head
But it all fades when you're around
And I can't help but feel a little distressed
'Cause I fixate myself on every single word she says
I'm always filled with such self doubt
I get pains in the back of my neck
From the anxiety I build up in my head
But it all fades when you're around
And I can't help but feel a little distressed
'Cause I fixate myself on every single word she says
I'm always filled with such self doubt

She said we can make this last
She said we can make this last
She said, she said