Somber Eyes

I can't express my regret to you,
You said I'm the devil and you loved me too,
I wish I could tell you you are beautiful and I'm so fucking sorry

Taking pictures of your meltdowns in-between fake frowns,
And those somber eyes
Nihilistic tendencies and existential slurs,
I'm going back on everything to forget what I learned,

And when I'm with you,
You answer my cry for help

I hate myself