i wish that you would notice me

I'm so stupid
I just wish that you would notice me
I crashed my car off of a bridge
So that you'd see me on TV
I know that you don't care at all
I hate myself, I wanna end it all

I wish I meant something to you
I love you, but you don't have a clue
Killing myself so that you'd see me
In a dark place, you're all that I need

I hate it all and it's my fault
I thought you did me all so wrong
I thought you needed me, but I needed to hold on
Where did it go wrong?
I stay in bed and I sing these songs
"I hope you die" — that's what I sent her
It's one more message left delivered

You took my skin away
I rot alone for one more day
I'm not the person I used to be
Why do you waste your time on me?

I wish I meant something to you
I love you, but you don't have a clue
Killing myself so that you'd see me
In a dark place, you're all that I need