Thumbsucker
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I been so down, been so down
[00:03.33] I been so down it look like up
[00:05.33] So down and yet I couldn't figure what it was
[00:07.69] Hit the loud once, world opened up, and still learned none
[00:10.00] "Cookie Monster is a prisoner of war" is the kind of poem I like that only God can write
[00:14.44] The kind that spells out my life in the simplest terms that suffice
[00:16.61] Before I pass the mic I'd like to share some advice:
[00:18.91] All you protect yourself from feeling will fuck with your sense of being and become all you can see
[00:22.36] A lor nigga was C-O-P-I-N-G
[00:24.64] By tryna stay out of sight with a thumb between my teeth
[00:26.92] Always under my arm was my best friend, Cookie
[00:29.18] But my Grandma, I think, feared that it would turn me sweet
[00:31.41] I been so down, been so down
[00:33.67] I been so down it look like up
[00:35.88] So down and yet I couldn't figure what it was
[00:38.26] Chris woke up dead then I started to really bug
[00:40.04] So depressed I was defunct, asked to see someone, shit a dub
[00:42.21] Felt like my folks ain't give no fuck, none of us thought about my thumb
[00:46.26] You know what's funny to me, is this lil idea
[00:48.63] About Cookie Monster getting tortured tatted on me
[00:51.26] Think of Rambo in his flashbacks when he tied to a tree
[00:53.49] Emotional assimilation feels similarly
[00:55.83] We were apart most of my life, turns out he got took from me
[00:58.24] My Grandma gave him back once I secured my bachelors degree
[01:00.59] With nothing more than "Well you stopped sucking your thumb, didn't ya?"
[01:02.98] It went: Crying
[01:04.31] Thumbsucking
[01:05.43] Depression
[01:06.58] Screaming
[01:07.69] Weed
[01:08.30] Loud
[01:08.92] Depression/Anxiety
[01:10.74] 420
[01:11.72] Therapy
[01:13.61] Escitalopram
[01:15.58] Bupropion
[01:20.94] But yea, I guess I turned out alright in the end
[01:23.77] Didn't I?
[01:25.02] Didn't I?
[01:25.25] (I detest all my discussions of I)
[01:28.04] I been so down, been so down
[01:30.58] I been so down it look like up
[01:32.71] So down and yet I couldn't figure what it was
[01:34.94] I did many drugs but never ever rode the bus
[01:36.86] No instead a nigga de-prioritizes his needs
[01:39.61] Disarmed by paranoid delusions that bring him to his knees
[01:41.83] Growing out of character is how he spends the time in between
[01:44.10] And therefore trapped inside a cycle of constant apology
[01:46.45] I been so down
[01:47.63] I been so down, so down it look like up
[01:59.64]
[00:03.33] I been so down it look like up
[00:05.33] So down and yet I couldn't figure what it was
[00:07.69] Hit the loud once, world opened up, and still learned none
[00:10.00] "Cookie Monster is a prisoner of war" is the kind of poem I like that only God can write
[00:14.44] The kind that spells out my life in the simplest terms that suffice
[00:16.61] Before I pass the mic I'd like to share some advice:
[00:18.91] All you protect yourself from feeling will fuck with your sense of being and become all you can see
[00:22.36] A lor nigga was C-O-P-I-N-G
[00:24.64] By tryna stay out of sight with a thumb between my teeth
[00:26.92] Always under my arm was my best friend, Cookie
[00:29.18] But my Grandma, I think, feared that it would turn me sweet
[00:31.41] I been so down, been so down
[00:33.67] I been so down it look like up
[00:35.88] So down and yet I couldn't figure what it was
[00:38.26] Chris woke up dead then I started to really bug
[00:40.04] So depressed I was defunct, asked to see someone, shit a dub
[00:42.21] Felt like my folks ain't give no fuck, none of us thought about my thumb
[00:46.26] You know what's funny to me, is this lil idea
[00:48.63] About Cookie Monster getting tortured tatted on me
[00:51.26] Think of Rambo in his flashbacks when he tied to a tree
[00:53.49] Emotional assimilation feels similarly
[00:55.83] We were apart most of my life, turns out he got took from me
[00:58.24] My Grandma gave him back once I secured my bachelors degree
[01:00.59] With nothing more than "Well you stopped sucking your thumb, didn't ya?"
[01:02.98] It went: Crying
[01:04.31] Thumbsucking
[01:05.43] Depression
[01:06.58] Screaming
[01:07.69] Weed
[01:08.30] Loud
[01:08.92] Depression/Anxiety
[01:10.74] 420
[01:11.72] Therapy
[01:13.61] Escitalopram
[01:15.58] Bupropion
[01:20.94] But yea, I guess I turned out alright in the end
[01:23.77] Didn't I?
[01:25.02] Didn't I?
[01:25.25] (I detest all my discussions of I)
[01:28.04] I been so down, been so down
[01:30.58] I been so down it look like up
[01:32.71] So down and yet I couldn't figure what it was
[01:34.94] I did many drugs but never ever rode the bus
[01:36.86] No instead a nigga de-prioritizes his needs
[01:39.61] Disarmed by paranoid delusions that bring him to his knees
[01:41.83] Growing out of character is how he spends the time in between
[01:44.10] And therefore trapped inside a cycle of constant apology
[01:46.45] I been so down
[01:47.63] I been so down, so down it look like up
[01:59.64]
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:01.05] I been so down, been so down
[00:03.33] I been so down it look like up
[00:05.33] So down and yet I couldn't figure what it was
[00:07.69] Hit the loud once, world opened up, and still learned none
[00:10.00] "Cookie Monster is a prisoner of war" is the kind of poem I like that only God can write
[00:14.44] The kind that spells out my life in the simplest terms that suffice
[00:16.61] Before I pass the mic I'd like to share some advice:
[00:18.91] All you protect yourself from feeling will fuck with your sense of being and become all you can see
[00:22.36] A lor nigga was C-O-P-I-N-G
[00:24.64] By tryna stay out of sight with a thumb between my teeth
[00:26.92] Always under my arm was my best friend, Cookie
[00:29.18] But my Grandma, I think, feared that it would turn me sweet
[00:31.41] I been so down, been so down
[00:33.67] I been so down it look like up
[00:35.88] So down and yet I couldn't figure what it was
[00:38.26] Chris woke up dead then I started to really bug
[00:40.04] So depressed I was defunct, asked to see someone, shit a dub
[00:42.21] Felt like my folks ain't give no fuck, none of us thought about my thumb
[00:46.26] You know what's funny to me, is this lil idea
[00:48.63] About Cookie Monster getting tortured tatted on me
[00:51.26] Think of Rambo in his flashbacks when he tied to a tree
[00:53.49] Emotional assimilation feels similarly
[00:55.83] We were apart most of my life, turns out he got took from me
[00:58.24] My Grandma gave him back once I secured my bachelors degree
[01:00.59] With nothing more than "Well you stopped sucking your thumb, didn't ya?"
[01:02.98] It went: Crying
[01:04.31] Thumbsucking
[01:05.43] Depression
[01:06.58] Screaming
[01:07.69] Weed
[01:08.30] Loud
[01:08.92] Depression/Anxiety
[01:10.74] 420
[01:11.72] Therapy
[01:13.61] Escitalopram
[01:15.58] Bupropion
[01:20.94] But yea, I guess I turned out alright in the end
[01:23.77] Didn't I?
[01:25.02] Didn't I?
[01:25.25] (I detest all my discussions of I)
[01:28.04] I been so down, been so down
[01:30.58] I been so down it look like up
[01:32.71] So down and yet I couldn't figure what it was
[01:34.94] I did many drugs but never ever rode the bus
[01:36.86] No instead a nigga de-prioritizes his needs
[01:39.61] Disarmed by paranoid delusions that bring him to his knees
[01:41.83] Growing out of character is how he spends the time in between
[01:44.10] And therefore trapped inside a cycle of constant apology
[01:46.45] I been so down
[01:47.63] I been so down, so down it look like up
[01:59.64]
[00:03.33] I been so down it look like up
[00:05.33] So down and yet I couldn't figure what it was
[00:07.69] Hit the loud once, world opened up, and still learned none
[00:10.00] "Cookie Monster is a prisoner of war" is the kind of poem I like that only God can write
[00:14.44] The kind that spells out my life in the simplest terms that suffice
[00:16.61] Before I pass the mic I'd like to share some advice:
[00:18.91] All you protect yourself from feeling will fuck with your sense of being and become all you can see
[00:22.36] A lor nigga was C-O-P-I-N-G
[00:24.64] By tryna stay out of sight with a thumb between my teeth
[00:26.92] Always under my arm was my best friend, Cookie
[00:29.18] But my Grandma, I think, feared that it would turn me sweet
[00:31.41] I been so down, been so down
[00:33.67] I been so down it look like up
[00:35.88] So down and yet I couldn't figure what it was
[00:38.26] Chris woke up dead then I started to really bug
[00:40.04] So depressed I was defunct, asked to see someone, shit a dub
[00:42.21] Felt like my folks ain't give no fuck, none of us thought about my thumb
[00:46.26] You know what's funny to me, is this lil idea
[00:48.63] About Cookie Monster getting tortured tatted on me
[00:51.26] Think of Rambo in his flashbacks when he tied to a tree
[00:53.49] Emotional assimilation feels similarly
[00:55.83] We were apart most of my life, turns out he got took from me
[00:58.24] My Grandma gave him back once I secured my bachelors degree
[01:00.59] With nothing more than "Well you stopped sucking your thumb, didn't ya?"
[01:02.98] It went: Crying
[01:04.31] Thumbsucking
[01:05.43] Depression
[01:06.58] Screaming
[01:07.69] Weed
[01:08.30] Loud
[01:08.92] Depression/Anxiety
[01:10.74] 420
[01:11.72] Therapy
[01:13.61] Escitalopram
[01:15.58] Bupropion
[01:20.94] But yea, I guess I turned out alright in the end
[01:23.77] Didn't I?
[01:25.02] Didn't I?
[01:25.25] (I detest all my discussions of I)
[01:28.04] I been so down, been so down
[01:30.58] I been so down it look like up
[01:32.71] So down and yet I couldn't figure what it was
[01:34.94] I did many drugs but never ever rode the bus
[01:36.86] No instead a nigga de-prioritizes his needs
[01:39.61] Disarmed by paranoid delusions that bring him to his knees
[01:41.83] Growing out of character is how he spends the time in between
[01:44.10] And therefore trapped inside a cycle of constant apology
[01:46.45] I been so down
[01:47.63] I been so down, so down it look like up
[01:59.64]