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[00:32.44] Praying for myself
[00:35.55] These thoughts I try to hide
[00:38.77] I have faith in me and hope this will survive
[00:44.57] But it's tearing me apart
[00:48.54] I can't hear the words by which I guide
[00:52.87] So I must ask again, who will carry me
[00:59.27] I can not deny that nothing can defend
[01:07.98] From the helplesness that's cutting deep inside
[01:13.53] And I can't prevent the thought that nothing's real
[01:20.63] Seems I've waited years for this day to end
[01:27.78] The strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me
[01:35.96] Are not there behind the face staring back at me
[01:42.02] The anger and the pain of knowing where I am
[01:49.97] I have come so far and I cannot return
[01:56.52] Nothing I can do that I have not done
[02:03.76] No words I can say. No truth left that I can see
[02:10.50] So must I let this end, and everything falls apart
[02:17.87] Before I live my life as I have always done
[02:25.53] Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
[02:32.26] Something I can hope for
[02:35.86] Something real that I can see
[02:39.31] So nothing falls apart
[02:43.09] So this does not end
[02:47.83] I cannot return
[02:50.22] I can't start again
[02:53.57]
[02:59.27] Nothing to deny, nothing to defend
[03:05.52] From the helplessness, it's cutting me so deep inside
[03:11.73] And I can't prevent the thought that's nothing's real
[03:18.74] It seems I'm waiting years for this day to end
[03:25.90]
[03:27.93] Praying for myself
[03:30.09] These thoughts I try to hide
[03:34.19] I have faith in me and hope this will survive
[03:39.99] But it's tearing me apart
[03:44.06] I can't hear the words by which I guide
[03:48.36] So I must ask again, who will carry me
[03:54.73] Nothing I can do that I have not done
[04:01.94] No words I can say. No truth left that I can see
[04:08.74] So must I let this end, and everything falls apart
[04:16.02] Before I live my life as I have always done
[04:23.38] Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
[04:30.48] Something I can hope for
[04:34.00] Something real that I can see
[04:37.44] So nothing falls apart
[04:41.10] So this does not end
[04:44.87] I cannot return
[04:48.46] I can't start again
[04:52.07] Nothing I can do that I have not done
[04:59.27] No words I can say
[05:02.83] No truth left that I can see
[05:06.01] So must I let this end, and everything falls apart
[05:13.33] Before I live my life as I have always done
[05:20.80] Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong
[05:27.82] Something I can hope for
[05:31.33] Something real that I can see
[05:34.84] So nothing falls apart
[05:38.54] So this does not end
[05:39.71] I cannot return
[05:42.55]
[05:45.76] I can't start again
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