Destruction

This is my destruction, I'm lost for words
Decisions of silence, I am my own sadness
Things won't be the same again
None of you can stop me now
Things won't ever be the same again
None of you can stop me now
Things won't ever be the same again
I count myself, I count myself out
Realism and time have been lost for years
Everything that once kept me on my straight
I know the hardest part of all of this
Is to watch me do this to myself
But you have to step back
I have control of everything
You have to step back
I have control of everything
Just sit the fuck back
Things won't ever be the same again
Just sit the fuck back
I have lost for words
I won't come down from this high
None of you can stop me now
So just sit the fuck back and observe
Destruction, oh
It is time for my destruction