Watching the Insects

I can hardly breathe
There's something on my mind
Bigger than the world
Still ignore the pain
Still ignore the signs
Afraid to hear the words

I sit at the front of the hall, waiting for the sound
Door kicks in I'm face to face, he's here to cut me down
I've made the rich one richer, but still I have to scrounge
Turn my pockets inside out and watch the insects fly

This time when I finally die
I watch the insect fly
Then I get my just rewards
Only after he takes yours

I'm the first to go
Shooting down the hall
I'm the first to know
Joke about it now
The holes in the wall
The sirens and the news

It's been years and I still put myself at risk against
Your selfish plot to make a dollar
Hard head tactics wearing thin
I'm still waiting for the day you push a man too far
Although I know I'll be the first to know
I'll be the first to go

Angels swooping down
Taking out the few
Angels swooping down
Cleaning up the mess

I can hardly breathe
There's something on my mind
Bigger than the world
Still ignore the pain
Still ignore the signs
Afraid to hear the words

I sit in the back of the car, pondering my deed
Door locks shut I'm face to face, they're here to make me bleed
I made the rich one suffer, but still I have to scrounge
They turn my rectum inside out to watch the insects fly

This time when I finally die
I watch the insect fly
Then I get my just rewards
Only after he takes yours

I'm the first to go
Shooting down the hall
I'm the first to know