No Fire

Is this really me what I see
Can't believe every sunrise
I keep getting mad at me
When I'm mad at me I don't see every
Sunrise mutiny
As pretty as they used to be
I can't fall in love easily
When I breathe think I need
Something that's perfectly out of reach
When it's out of reach
I can't breathe easily
Overeat guilty me
On repeat on repeat
So I lay down, paralyzed by the weight of my fake smile
Thinking over and over again how
I'm not a kid not a kid to be saved by my mom
She'll be gone just like everybody else I-
Yeah I just wanna be someone that's worth the attention
In a space riot
It's getting violent but no one even knows I'm out here
Now I'm writing all these stupid songs to ease all the tension
No fire
I can feel no fire
There's a jealousy inside of me when I bleed
Dopamine starlight using up my energy
With no energy inside of me then I see starlight
In my sleep I am my own enemy
People talk about destiny tryna find a meaning
Before we leave before we lose our sanity
But I'm so tired of my own sanity
Tryna find a meaning deeper than some numbers and a school degree
No one ever taught me how to scream
Why does everyone believe in me
(Why do you believe in me?)
Don't they know that I can feel no fire, feel no fire

Yeah I just wanna be someone that's worth the attention
In a space riot
It's getting violent but no one even knows I'm out here
Now I'm writing all these stupid songs to ease all the tension
No fire
I can feel no fire
I don't wanna be alone when I'm high
Only need two friends by my side
I can't do the things I wanna do wanna do wanna do
Everybody outside
Yeah I just wanna be someone that's worth the attention
In a space riot
It's getting violent but no one even knows I'm out here
Now I'm writing all these stupid songs to ease all the tension
No fire
I can feel no fire