Malevolent

This is wrong, I daydreamed of you
Not one, maybe two
It had something to do with
All that plastic that covers your face
All that time that was
Wasted I cannot replace, i
Dreamt of putting a hole in your tube
Look at me, don't you dare
Waste more of my air, 'cause
There is therapy with all this injury
Poison every letter
I will make you feel better
I get so malevolent i wanna make you bleed
I feel so irreverent
I hope you choke on your greed
You can struggle, I'll be quick
Give a rebuttal, you make me sick
I try to be subtle, what's your tick?
Burst your bubble when I see
Right through your tricks
Don't you go giving me the runaround
Silence suit's you
Don't make those ugly sounds
A mouthful of lead in a hospital bed
Will be more than enough
I cut my weeds till they're dead
I get so malevolent i wanna make you bleed
I feel so irreverent
I hope you choke on his seed
I need to feel when that door closes
'Cause your bed has been made
I will water those roses
That sprout over your grave
I don't mean what I say
We're both victims in our own way
I know (I know) i know, yeah
I'll fight the demons inside my head
Use decency and reason instead
I know (I know) i should let you go
But I'm having too much fun
I get so malevolent i wanna make you bleed
I feel so irreverent
I hope you choke on his seed
I need to feel when that door closes
'Cause your bed has been made
I will water those roses
That sprout over your grave