S'mores and You over Everything

And I'm rotting, conflicted to the core
Wanna see you every day, some days I dont want to talk to you anymore
And I'm tired, from wearing you so thin
It's my mistakes and my misteps that got us to the spot we're in
And I'm sorry, I could only go so far
Since you and me, since 2016, and I'm the broken part
And I'm weary, as the circle come around
Doesn't really matter how high I fly, if I'm going up I'm coming down
And I'm starving, for attention once again
Wondering if I'll die this toxic or if I"ll end up any different

Now I'm softer, not as sweet and delicate, nothing like you
And I'm still sitting in the spot you used to sit
Still unsure of when to turn on the TV
Still logged into your Hulu and Netflix
And I'm a bit bitter, like chippings from a drip machine
But I can't stay that way forever, cause Cody wouldn't be proud of me

So I'll be mindful, of the people and things I have
Be thankful for, I'll be mindful
That if I get my shit in order there could be one more
I'm in love with you
But if I gotta move on then I'm gonna do what I've got to do
Doesn't change the fact that I'm in love with you
But if I gotta move on then I'm gonna do what I've got to do

And if everything goes according to plan you'll be back in my arms,
You'll be holding my hand
And if everything follows my typical patterns,
It all goes to hell and the plan will be shattered
That's me
That's me
That's me, That's me