These Days

[00:10.70] A heart like mine is a hard one to love
[00:15.77] 'Cause I've gotten real damn good at really fucking things all up
[00:21.41] Now I'm fighting demons in the dark
[00:24.13] I don't know where I should start
[00:27.12] Oh Lord I'm spiraling again
[00:31.91] Oh and I
[00:36.09] Just wanna make it through the night
[00:42.60] Oh and I
[00:47.05] I just wanna feel alive
[00:53.26] When that sun comes up feel the warmth on my skin
[00:59.15] I count every day these days as a win
[01:09.45] As a win
[01:14.99] Oh and I've been sinking down
[01:17.82] Try to scream but can't make a sound
[01:20.12] Tell me is it all just in my head
[01:25.83] And I've grown so numb to it all
[01:28.88] Oh God here comes the fall
[01:31.63] I just wanna get some rest
[01:36.40] Oh and I
[01:40.62] Just wanna make it through the night
[01:46.94] Oh and I
[01:51.58] I just wanna feel alive
[01:57.77] When that sun comes up feel the warmth on my skin
[02:03.86] I count every day these days as a win
[02:14.19] As a win
[02:20.03] Doctor what is my disease
[02:22.68] I guess it's in the family tree
[02:25.46] Won't you help me out of this hell
[02:30.45] Oh 'cause I
[02:34.74] Just wanna make it through the night
[02:41.15] Oh and I
[02:45.35] I just wanna feel alive
[02:51.71] When that sun comes up feel the warmth on my skin
[02:57.76] I count everyday
[03:02.78] I pray to God I make it to the next day
[03:08.41] I count everyday these days as a win
[03:18.28] As a win
[03:24.36] Hmm
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