This Misery

the days too short,
and im late again
an hour of sleep and a summons to pay
im becoming a mess,
and nothing is feeling right, im losing my head.
(pale)
i aint seen the sun in weeks,
my two cats are the only beings to whom i speak
introvert, im a loner whos hoping for nothing but better
cuz their whole agenda leaves you no control

withdrawn from everyone,
an unhealthy soul that's beginning to rot out

when everything's not what i thought it was
its hard to change when i feel so fucking lost

im living life way too goddamn depressed.
lost faith in everything
My fates in need of change
so far my life's meant nothing,
its being washed right down the drain
i stopped believing theres a reason
cuz everydays the fucking same

i've been feeling stressed out
this 20 bucks won't even last a week
i've been on repeat, and learning nothing
to keep me from being quarantined.
and i want you to know
that i cant love you anymore.
i don't wanna crash together
down the road im headed
i'll explain it better when i find something to fall for.

when everything's not what i thought it was
its hard to change when i feel so fucking lost

as long as we can come to understanding one another
i'll change my reservations to leave this misery