suicide is the only way out
๐ต 1971 characters
โฑ๏ธ 2:06 duration
๐ ID: 29312701
๐ Lyrics
I really wish things were fine
I really wish I could just take my life (aww)
I had a dream me and Mandy both died
But we survived, just like the other time (god fucking damn it)
Bullet holes should be pier- (god fucking damn it)
My dad is such an asshole
Drunken bastard doesn't even know I exist
But then he won't let me go to the Skinny Puppy concert
'Cause my heroin addict aunt is coming over for dinner
Dinner? That's a laugh, just an excuse for my mom to fidget me for not wearing girly clothes
Like all the other Britney Spears wannabes at school
They're all a bunch of Nazi conformist cheerleaders
But if life is only pain, then what's the point of living?
I really wish things were fine
I really wish I could just take my life (are you that pathetic?)
I had a dream me and Mandy both died
But we survived, just like the other time (are you that pathetic?)
Bullet holes should be piercing my spine
Take me out the first time I'm live
Hop on stage, and blow my mind
I fucking hate living this life (are you that-? Are you that-?)
Wanna take your life, that'll fill the hole that's deep inside
But I'll never go through 'cause you'll stab my back (goth)
Fuck all this shit, I'm a crow wearing black (goth)
Always makin' music to escape my thoughts
With this razor in my hand, I feel so goth
Even though it's been a couple years, she's in my thoughts (goth)
I just really hope she loves my songs (goth)
There's darkness all around me
Deep, piercing black, I cannot breathe
My heart has been raped
The pain is everlasting
I miss you so much, babe
Want to hold you in my arms again, girl
Trying to find all these reasons to die (goth)
Suicide haunts me while taunting my mind
Constantly telling people that I'm feeling fine
Knife in my hand 'cause I cut all the time (goth)
Rot in bed, don't have nowhere else to go
Kicking lonely dogs that's on the side of the road
Wander helplessly, I think she might be my home (goth)
Don't have no friends, I'ma die all alone
I really wish I could just take my life (aww)
I had a dream me and Mandy both died
But we survived, just like the other time (god fucking damn it)
Bullet holes should be pier- (god fucking damn it)
My dad is such an asshole
Drunken bastard doesn't even know I exist
But then he won't let me go to the Skinny Puppy concert
'Cause my heroin addict aunt is coming over for dinner
Dinner? That's a laugh, just an excuse for my mom to fidget me for not wearing girly clothes
Like all the other Britney Spears wannabes at school
They're all a bunch of Nazi conformist cheerleaders
But if life is only pain, then what's the point of living?
I really wish things were fine
I really wish I could just take my life (are you that pathetic?)
I had a dream me and Mandy both died
But we survived, just like the other time (are you that pathetic?)
Bullet holes should be piercing my spine
Take me out the first time I'm live
Hop on stage, and blow my mind
I fucking hate living this life (are you that-? Are you that-?)
Wanna take your life, that'll fill the hole that's deep inside
But I'll never go through 'cause you'll stab my back (goth)
Fuck all this shit, I'm a crow wearing black (goth)
Always makin' music to escape my thoughts
With this razor in my hand, I feel so goth
Even though it's been a couple years, she's in my thoughts (goth)
I just really hope she loves my songs (goth)
There's darkness all around me
Deep, piercing black, I cannot breathe
My heart has been raped
The pain is everlasting
I miss you so much, babe
Want to hold you in my arms again, girl
Trying to find all these reasons to die (goth)
Suicide haunts me while taunting my mind
Constantly telling people that I'm feeling fine
Knife in my hand 'cause I cut all the time (goth)
Rot in bed, don't have nowhere else to go
Kicking lonely dogs that's on the side of the road
Wander helplessly, I think she might be my home (goth)
Don't have no friends, I'ma die all alone
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.14] I really wish things were fine
[00:02.53] I really wish I could just take my life (aww)
[00:04.94] I had a dream me and Mandy both died
[00:07.10] But we survived, just like the other time (god fucking damn it)
[00:09.61] Bullet holes should be pier- (god fucking damn it)
[00:13.81] My dad is such an asshole
[00:15.72] Drunken bastard doesn't even know I exist
[00:18.24] But then he won't let me go to the Skinny Puppy concert
[00:20.50] 'Cause my heroin addict aunt is coming over for dinner
[00:23.88] Dinner? That's a laugh, just an excuse for my mom to fidget me for not wearing girly clothes
[00:29.18] Like all the other Britney Spears wannabes at school
[00:32.95] They're all a bunch of Nazi conformist cheerleaders
[00:37.61] But if life is only pain, then what's the point of living?
[00:41.23] I really wish things were fine
[00:44.04] I really wish I could just take my life (are you that pathetic?)
[00:46.87] I had a dream me and Mandy both died
[00:49.89] But we survived, just like the other time (are you that pathetic?)
[00:52.79] Bullet holes should be piercing my spine
[00:55.71] Take me out the first time I'm live
[00:58.69] Hop on stage, and blow my mind
[01:01.46] I fucking hate living this life (are you that-? Are you that-?)
[01:05.64] Wanna take your life, that'll fill the hole that's deep inside
[01:09.99] But I'll never go through 'cause you'll stab my back (goth)
[01:12.99] Fuck all this shit, I'm a crow wearing black (goth)
[01:16.04] Always makin' music to escape my thoughts
[01:18.40] With this razor in my hand, I feel so goth
[01:21.86] Even though it's been a couple years, she's in my thoughts (goth)
[01:24.60] I just really hope she loves my songs (goth)
[01:27.98] There's darkness all around me
[01:29.69] Deep, piercing black, I cannot breathe
[01:31.94] My heart has been raped
[01:34.11] The pain is everlasting
[01:36.01] I miss you so much, babe
[01:37.50] Want to hold you in my arms again, girl
[01:39.32] Trying to find all these reasons to die (goth)
[01:42.12] Suicide haunts me while taunting my mind
[01:44.60] Constantly telling people that I'm feeling fine
[01:47.83] Knife in my hand 'cause I cut all the time (goth)
[01:50.66] Rot in bed, don't have nowhere else to go
[01:53.21] Kicking lonely dogs that's on the side of the road
[01:56.12] Wander helplessly, I think she might be my home (goth)
[01:59.33] Don't have no friends, I'ma die all alone
[02:02.66]
[00:02.53] I really wish I could just take my life (aww)
[00:04.94] I had a dream me and Mandy both died
[00:07.10] But we survived, just like the other time (god fucking damn it)
[00:09.61] Bullet holes should be pier- (god fucking damn it)
[00:13.81] My dad is such an asshole
[00:15.72] Drunken bastard doesn't even know I exist
[00:18.24] But then he won't let me go to the Skinny Puppy concert
[00:20.50] 'Cause my heroin addict aunt is coming over for dinner
[00:23.88] Dinner? That's a laugh, just an excuse for my mom to fidget me for not wearing girly clothes
[00:29.18] Like all the other Britney Spears wannabes at school
[00:32.95] They're all a bunch of Nazi conformist cheerleaders
[00:37.61] But if life is only pain, then what's the point of living?
[00:41.23] I really wish things were fine
[00:44.04] I really wish I could just take my life (are you that pathetic?)
[00:46.87] I had a dream me and Mandy both died
[00:49.89] But we survived, just like the other time (are you that pathetic?)
[00:52.79] Bullet holes should be piercing my spine
[00:55.71] Take me out the first time I'm live
[00:58.69] Hop on stage, and blow my mind
[01:01.46] I fucking hate living this life (are you that-? Are you that-?)
[01:05.64] Wanna take your life, that'll fill the hole that's deep inside
[01:09.99] But I'll never go through 'cause you'll stab my back (goth)
[01:12.99] Fuck all this shit, I'm a crow wearing black (goth)
[01:16.04] Always makin' music to escape my thoughts
[01:18.40] With this razor in my hand, I feel so goth
[01:21.86] Even though it's been a couple years, she's in my thoughts (goth)
[01:24.60] I just really hope she loves my songs (goth)
[01:27.98] There's darkness all around me
[01:29.69] Deep, piercing black, I cannot breathe
[01:31.94] My heart has been raped
[01:34.11] The pain is everlasting
[01:36.01] I miss you so much, babe
[01:37.50] Want to hold you in my arms again, girl
[01:39.32] Trying to find all these reasons to die (goth)
[01:42.12] Suicide haunts me while taunting my mind
[01:44.60] Constantly telling people that I'm feeling fine
[01:47.83] Knife in my hand 'cause I cut all the time (goth)
[01:50.66] Rot in bed, don't have nowhere else to go
[01:53.21] Kicking lonely dogs that's on the side of the road
[01:56.12] Wander helplessly, I think she might be my home (goth)
[01:59.33] Don't have no friends, I'ma die all alone
[02:02.66]