The Opposite of Everything

I don't want to be the one standing, waiting all the time
For this moment in my life
Better lost than never found
I'm not searching for a key
There's no happy-go-lucky in me
There's no writing on the wall
All those stories are so tall
But so small inside my head
I don't want to be the one standing, waiting all the time
I just want to be the opposite of everything

Can it be so wrong?
The opposite of everything
And I need to go on
But I'm not going away

I'm not looking for a light
Not when standing in the dark is where I want to be
I don't need to prove you wrong
Open eyes to fill with tears
Shattered sleep in my broken dreams
Or an answer to it all
Questions why I don't belong
And why it don't matter to me
I'm not looking for a light
Not when standing in the dark
Makes me want to be the opposite of everything

Can it be so wrong?
The opposite of everything
And I need to go on

Did you think that I'd pretend
I could be someone else?
And you, you'd never understand
I am just who I am
Change, change, change
Change, change, change
Change, don't change
Change, change, change
Change, change, change
Change, don't change

I don't want to be the one standing, waiting all the time
I just want to be the opposite of everything
I'm not looking for a light
Not when standing in the dark
Makes me want to be the opposite of everything

The opposite of everything
The opposite of everything
And I'm not going away
No, I'm not going away, yeah