Growing Sideways
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โฑ๏ธ 4:15 duration
๐ ID: 2945768
๐ Lyrics
So, I took my medication and I poured my trauma out
On some sad-eyed middle aged man's overpriced new leather couch
And we argued about Jesus, finally found some middle ground
I said, "I'm cured"
And I divvied up my anger into 30 separate parts
Keep the bad shit in my liver, and the rest around my heart
I'm still angry at my parents, for what their parents did to them
But it's a start
But I ignore things, and I move sideways
'Til I forget what I felt in the first place
At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways
To stay alive
'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
I'm terrified that I might never have met me
Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
I guess I'll drive
I guess I'll drive
So, I forgot my medication, fell into a manic high
Spent my savings at a Lulu, now I'm sufferin' in style
Why is pain so damn impatient? Ain't like it's got a place to be
Keeps rushin' me
But I ignore things, and I move sideways
'Til I forget what I felt in the first place
At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways
To stay alive
'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
I'm terrified that I might never have met me
Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
I guess I'll drive
And if all my life was wasted
I don't mind, I'll watch it go
Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all
Oh, if all my time was wasted
I don't mind, I'll watch it go
Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all
But I ignore things, and I move sideways
Until I forget what I felt in the first place
At the end of the day, Lord knows there are worse ways
To stay alive
'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
I'm terrified that I might never have met me
Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
I guess I'll drive
I guess I'll drive
On some sad-eyed middle aged man's overpriced new leather couch
And we argued about Jesus, finally found some middle ground
I said, "I'm cured"
And I divvied up my anger into 30 separate parts
Keep the bad shit in my liver, and the rest around my heart
I'm still angry at my parents, for what their parents did to them
But it's a start
But I ignore things, and I move sideways
'Til I forget what I felt in the first place
At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways
To stay alive
'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
I'm terrified that I might never have met me
Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
I guess I'll drive
I guess I'll drive
So, I forgot my medication, fell into a manic high
Spent my savings at a Lulu, now I'm sufferin' in style
Why is pain so damn impatient? Ain't like it's got a place to be
Keeps rushin' me
But I ignore things, and I move sideways
'Til I forget what I felt in the first place
At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways
To stay alive
'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
I'm terrified that I might never have met me
Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
I guess I'll drive
And if all my life was wasted
I don't mind, I'll watch it go
Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all
Oh, if all my time was wasted
I don't mind, I'll watch it go
Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all
But I ignore things, and I move sideways
Until I forget what I felt in the first place
At the end of the day, Lord knows there are worse ways
To stay alive
'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
I'm terrified that I might never have met me
Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
I guess I'll drive
I guess I'll drive
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.13] So, I took my medication and I poured my trauma out
[00:05.88] On some sad-eyed middle aged man's overpriced new leather couch
[00:11.33] And we argued about Jesus, finally found some middle ground
[00:16.30] I said, "I'm cured"
[00:21.92] And I divvied up my anger into 30 separate parts
[00:27.53] Keep the bad shit in my liver, and the rest around my heart
[00:32.98] I'm still angry at my parents, for what their parents did to them
[00:38.07] But it's a start
[00:42.85] But I ignore things, and I move sideways
[00:48.39] 'Til I forget what I felt in the first place
[00:53.43] At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways
[00:58.97] To stay alive
[01:04.16] 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
[01:09.55] I'm terrified that I might never have met me
[01:15.13] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
[01:20.55] I guess I'll drive
[01:25.84] I guess I'll drive
[01:31.60] So, I forgot my medication, fell into a manic high
[01:37.46] Spent my savings at a Lulu, now I'm sufferin' in style
[01:42.57] Why is pain so damn impatient? Ain't like it's got a place to be
[01:48.41] Keeps rushin' me
[01:53.08] But I ignore things, and I move sideways
[01:58.25] 'Til I forget what I felt in the first place
[02:03.41] At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways
[02:08.93] To stay alive
[02:14.21] 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
[02:19.57] I'm terrified that I might never have met me
[02:25.39] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
[02:30.69] I guess I'll drive
[02:36.39] And if all my life was wasted
[02:41.82] I don't mind, I'll watch it go
[02:47.33] Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all
[02:57.78] Oh, if all my time was wasted
[03:03.35] I don't mind, I'll watch it go
[03:08.84] Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all
[03:19.20] But I ignore things, and I move sideways
[03:24.59] Until I forget what I felt in the first place
[03:29.82] At the end of the day, Lord knows there are worse ways
[03:35.19] To stay alive
[03:40.75] 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
[03:46.32] I'm terrified that I might never have met me
[03:51.41] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
[03:56.92] I guess I'll drive
[04:02.39] I guess I'll drive
[04:04.87]
[00:05.88] On some sad-eyed middle aged man's overpriced new leather couch
[00:11.33] And we argued about Jesus, finally found some middle ground
[00:16.30] I said, "I'm cured"
[00:21.92] And I divvied up my anger into 30 separate parts
[00:27.53] Keep the bad shit in my liver, and the rest around my heart
[00:32.98] I'm still angry at my parents, for what their parents did to them
[00:38.07] But it's a start
[00:42.85] But I ignore things, and I move sideways
[00:48.39] 'Til I forget what I felt in the first place
[00:53.43] At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways
[00:58.97] To stay alive
[01:04.16] 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
[01:09.55] I'm terrified that I might never have met me
[01:15.13] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
[01:20.55] I guess I'll drive
[01:25.84] I guess I'll drive
[01:31.60] So, I forgot my medication, fell into a manic high
[01:37.46] Spent my savings at a Lulu, now I'm sufferin' in style
[01:42.57] Why is pain so damn impatient? Ain't like it's got a place to be
[01:48.41] Keeps rushin' me
[01:53.08] But I ignore things, and I move sideways
[01:58.25] 'Til I forget what I felt in the first place
[02:03.41] At the end of the day, I know there are worse ways
[02:08.93] To stay alive
[02:14.21] 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
[02:19.57] I'm terrified that I might never have met me
[02:25.39] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
[02:30.69] I guess I'll drive
[02:36.39] And if all my life was wasted
[02:41.82] I don't mind, I'll watch it go
[02:47.33] Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all
[02:57.78] Oh, if all my time was wasted
[03:03.35] I don't mind, I'll watch it go
[03:08.84] Yeah, it's better to die numb than feel it all
[03:19.20] But I ignore things, and I move sideways
[03:24.59] Until I forget what I felt in the first place
[03:29.82] At the end of the day, Lord knows there are worse ways
[03:35.19] To stay alive
[03:40.75] 'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
[03:46.32] I'm terrified that I might never have met me
[03:51.41] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
[03:56.92] I guess I'll drive
[04:02.39] I guess I'll drive
[04:04.87]