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[00:02.33] Years at home
[00:03.10] Years at home
[00:04.03] Years at home I have nothing to show for
[00:07.30] Years at home
[00:09.12] Years at home
[00:10.83] Years at home I have nothing to show for
[00:14.04] You know I can heal in a weekend
[00:17.24] I just always think I'm still bleeding and I'm so bored
[00:21.51] Numb skin grows over sores
[00:24.76] I don't know what I want anymore
[00:27.98] You can stay where you are in my head
[00:30.76] As a place for the blame when I'm feelin' pathetic
[00:34.49] I don't know who the fuck I'd have been
[00:37.57] If I could ever forget, I could ever forget it
[00:41.65] People give me love, I can feel it but it's hard now
[00:44.68] I don't need to fuck, I just need to let my guard down
[00:48.14] Stay, it's so safe underground
[00:50.32] But it's cold and I'm just getting old, yeah I'm just getting older
[00:54.92] I'm the emergency contact
[00:56.68] I want the urgency all back
[00:58.57] I'm your emergency contact
[01:00.24] I want the urge, I want my agency
[01:01.76] I'm the emergency contact
[01:03.45] I want the urgency all back
[01:05.24] I'm your emergency contact
[01:06.90] I want the urge, I want my—
[01:08.56] Smoking packs on my own
[01:09.92] Hope you never call my phone
[01:11.78] Hope it hurts being gone
[01:13.33] 'Cause I hate you now, you know
[01:14.98] Acting different, I know
[01:16.71] So pathetic, I know
[01:18.44] But I'd rather be limping than dead in the snow
[01:22.22] Now I can't tolerate any more of you (of you)
[01:36.41] I might go and fuck my life up on purpose
[01:40.06] Coming down, I don't know if I deserve it
[01:44.36] Self preserve 'cause I'm nervous
[01:46.85] I kinda miss feeling sick on the surface
[01:50.21] Years at home I have nothing to show for
[01:53.67] Lose control when the crisis is over
[01:57.02] I just ache 'cause it's something I can write about
[02:00.59] I just stayed for somebody I could cry about
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