Fulfillment?

[00:17.45] I'll take my shit out of the box, I guess
[00:24.12] It's too late to feel so lost, I bet
[00:28.56] All this seems to kind of drag
[00:30.80] Behind in my redwagon ride
[00:34.49] Just relax, lighten the load
[00:37.25] Of all the things that make me want to gag
[00:40.49] Get rid of you and me and him and her and this and that
[00:44.99] Kicking and screaming, pulling the things that made me happiest
[00:51.35] I stay awake
[00:54.04] Just me and my cherry radio flyer
[00:58.14] Dreaming of all the ways we'll push higher
[01:02.54] Hoping that one of these days feels a bit lighter
[01:07.24] And I hope I'll find
[01:11.18] Something to live for, for
[01:26.64] Stop for a second
[01:28.41] Take a breath, learn a lesson
[01:31.07] Staring at the walls for something new
[01:36.72] In my mind, I'm living in the zoo trying to pet the animals
[01:43.72] Just step back, lighten the load of all the things that I don't have to pack
[01:49.64] Would it be wrong if I chose to just leave it here?
[01:53.46] Like my sandals and my sunscreen or my passport and my daydreams
[01:58.27] Fuck, I don't need my daydreams
[02:00.99] I stay awake
[02:02.88] One foot in front of the next on the wire
[02:07.12] Praying if there's a god, I don't look down now
[02:11.63] Praying this is the day I get it right now
[02:15.99] Ooh, right now, hope I'll find
[02:19.88] Something to live for, for
[02:34.61] Hope I'll find something to live for, for
[02:49.61] Before I'm no longer freer
[02:53.76] Don't look down
[02:58.93] Don't look down
[03:03.36] Don't look down
[03:08.02] Don't look
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