I'm Embarrassed I Still Think of You

I saw you around, "are you good" as always
You lingered to walk behind me
Gave you a forest to draw
Stood in the rain while watching you

I felt too aggressive and scary
Wanting to sit next to you
Is it wrong or internal scars?
I'm embarrassed I still think of you

I can still smell the chemicals
Wafting from squares
Hear a red light humming
I admit that wasn't love
Not even close
But I still think of you

You saw them out of context
No one caught on
Moved your leg toward mine
And I was frozen
In the gallery and on the lawn
You were beautiful and already gone

I'm embarrassed I still think of you
I'm embarrassed I still think of you
I'm embarrassed I still think of you
I'm embarrassed I still think of you