Avalanche (demo)

It's still my birthday
Everybody's left
I'm on the floor picking up smoked cigarettes
Finding traces of conversations
Where have I been
How did I miss the best of it
Thought I was in a good place but I've ruined it

I'm thinking like I used to do
Panic when I talk to you
I'm not really here right now
Avalanche, I can't slow down
I'm sitting in the dark
Missing all my favourite parts
Wish I could be here right now
Avalanche, I'm drowning out

It's such a nice day
Good to see your face
I'm sorry I'm not listening
Cause I'm far away
I'm in the woods
And I need a fire
To burn the trees
So you can see where I'm hiding

I'm thinking like I used to do
Panic when I talk to you
I'm not really here right now
Avalanche, I can't slow down
I'm sitting in the dark
Missing all my favourite parts
Wish I could be here right now
Avalanche, I'm drowning out

Thought that I was past this
Thought that I was happy
Believed that I was safe
Promised I'd be kinder
To myself
And wiser
When I get into this space

I'm thinking like I used to do
Panic when I talk to you
I'm not really here right now
Avalanche, I can't slow down
I'm sitting in the dark
Missing all my favourite parts
Wish I could be here right now
Avalanche, I'm drowning out