I Refuse to Keep On Living...

Red, blood red, no matter where I look at
I'm waiting in a sea of blood
Where has time gone, what has happened in the dark?
Memories of fear, cries, noise, silence
A new day, old routine
I refuse to keep on living such a sad life
Help me out, I try to run away
Help me out, I know you can save me today
Save me this time
A new day, old routine
I refuse to keep on living such a sad life
Red, blood red, no matter where I look at
I'm waiting in a sea of blood
I'll go out into the street, staring eyes
Laughing mouths, what have I done
What have I missed?
(I run to escape from this storm of ignorance
But no matter where I end, ignorance)
Help me out, I try to run away
Help me out, I know you can save me today
Save me this time
(The dark, I enjoy the silence, no one there
I see my self, circling wild, time lapse)
Am I at home, am I save?
I look into the mirror, screaming
Laughter, worse than before
Help me out, I try to run away, help me out
I know you can save me today, save me this time