Broken

I'm watching the hourglass
The sand falling down

As surely as the memory is stuck in my mind
It seems like it is nested inside me (inside)
Affecting me like a virus
To which I don't know if there is any cure

Time, I curse you
But the same time I hold on to you
Why do these moments fade away so soon?
Life, I fear you
But the same time I crave all in you
Like a madman craves for some sanity

(Sanity)
Somewhere there in the edges of those million pieces
(Clarity)
So hard to focus on the broken reflection of myself (on myself)

Reach to my heart
There are only shattered shards
Of a life that was not fulfilled
Breach through these walls
See the truth behind it all
The storm that is breaking loose

I am broken to pieces, scattered around
I try to fix myself with something
That could lead into my end (could lead into my end)

You are closing the edge
Are you ready for the fall?
You know that one last step
Means no turning back

It's a strange emotion to feel
Compelled and trapped at the same time

Like a butterfly is drawn to the flame
Unable to make the final leap to the heat
You end up circling around
The light you lust and you despise (you despise)

Time, I curse you
But the same time I hold on to you
Why do these moments fade away so soon?
Life, I fear you
But the same time I crave all in you
Like a madman craves for some sanity

(Sanity)
Somewhere there in the edges of those million pieces
(Clarity)
So hard to focus on the broken reflection of myself

Reach to my heart
There are only shattered shards
Of a life that was not fulfilled
Breach through these walls
See the truth behind it all
The storm that is breaking loose

I am watching the stars
They have your name
In good and bad they are in me

Like last of their kind
They give me a smile
Until they fade away