Nemesis

Yeah!

I am horror, the serpent of sin
Scourge in the paradise
Divided in two, the master, the fool
I am bound to my fate

It haunts me forever (every day and every night)
For it is you casting the shadow (upon the unspoiled and untouched)

Have you tasted the venomous poison in their veins?
Fed you own void with the dark pleasure they held in

Like an insect in a web of a spider
Are you still struggling against my will?
(Why you fight it?)
(Why you still resist?)

I harvest in every turn
My hands are covered with blood
(Spilled by my dark divinity)
Sometimes I try to make amends
Find a piece of myself that's still pristine
But I keep realizing there are none (I am my own nemesis)

Send me a star
Burning in thousand different ways
Send me an angel
A dawn for my days

For I won't see the end of the night
I'm losing every fight
To the darkness that dwells in my mind

I plea for the wind
I plea for the skies
But my whispers always return to me
With laughter, with laughter

(Triumph of the dark)
(Chimes inside this single heart)
(All that was is gone)
(Rise and fall before your god)

Dive deep into the lake
Breathe in my immortal essence
Heed my call to the dark
Be a king with misery as your crown
With misery as a crown
The misery is your crown

(Let deep waters take you in)

Abused and unwanted, I crept in my shell
Like a child without shelter I invited you in
And you made your nest there
Twisting my core

Send me a star
Burning in thousand different ways
Send me an angel
A dawn for my days

For I won't see the end of the night
I'm losing every fight
To the darkness that dwells in my mind

(Reaching for the light)
(Somewhere to be found)
(Every face)
(Their names have turned into dust)

(As I still remain)
(Standing by the lake)
(Holding breath for the sunrise)
(Never to come)

Here I have stood for a lifetime
Stood by my throne made of stone
Feeling the weight of the hand on my shoulder
The hand that will not let me go

One leap of fate
One leap to horizons
Where the sighs of the certain screams are gone