Far off Innocence

I knew this day would come
But I kept deceiving myself
What was real, what was not
Who cares anymore

Ghost love
Hollow promises
Lust controlled chaos
Almost lost everything
For living through you

Never really trusted you
And now I can't even trust myself

Blame me for all
Tear me apart with your
So called perfection
Pretend to be
So fucking innocent

No more pathetic excuses
Let's be honest for once
Here we are both
Far off innocence

Here we are
Too far off innocence
We can't return
These lives cannot be reconciled