Check Myself

I check myself in at the door
Like I've always done before
Where nothing ever happened
But how could I be sure?

Another daily tour
Another daily tour
Another daily tour
Another daily tour

I'm getting frantic, I'm so on edge
I'm like a buck in the rut and my velvet's shed
I'm feeling nauseous, I can't maintain
It's like the feeling of falling throughout my brain
And if I try to ignore
A ritual or a thought, it just bugs me more
And gets repeated, it's repeated, it's repeated

Another daily tour
Another daily tour
Another daily tour
Another daily tour

I was stable, the perfect son
Not the black sheep I am, but still cold and loved
Now I'm honest, now I'm shunned
Like a weight on the backs of everyone
But if I try to make a change
I end up sleeping through to the next day
Never listening, never loud
I try to scream but just somehow stumble out

Is it over? Is it over?
Will you still cry wolf when you're sober?
Is it over? Is it over?
Will you still cry wolf when you're sober?

Is it over? Is it over?
Is it over? Is it over?
Is it perfect? Is it perfect?
Will a black sheep cry if you hurt it?
Should I bother? Should I bother?
A goat is all that's left of the slaughter

The one time you consider
Is it worth it to suffer?
Will I still be forgiven
If I stop and just give in?