Insubstantial

Spells surround me as I fade below
Welcome to the great and secret show
Inside the breed but I still feel alone
As the male formation takes its throne
It's the evidence for deviltry
It's the only way of life for me
Cause we're told to accept the natural laws
But when the night falls down it's breaking through
White shining flesh under a full moon
Will you come observing to what I do?
Is this the only way?
Is this a dark, dark desire?
Am I a chosen one?
Or am I the liar?
The day it breaks behind the walls in pain
What used to be a ground is now a flowing stream