Wish Myself Away

I feel like I'm high above the earth
And distance means
That my voice remains unheard
And of all the smooth ways I could have chosen
Over the years when I've been frozen
I always picked the one
That would lead me further away

Whenever I tried to climb up the wall
To catch a clearer glimpse
I was not afraid to fall
And of all the right words I could have spoken
Over the years when I was broken
I always picked the onеs
That would lead me further away

And if my lifе appears so small
It's where I still belong
There's not a thing I could recall
I'm not dividing right from wrong
And if I fall again
Then I'm inclined to stay right down
'Cause in the end all that I want
Is to wish myself away

With every turmoil in my head
That I have lost
I never felt like I was dead
And of all the cool things I could have dreamt of
Over the years, I smelt your scent, I
Only dreamt of you
And it leads me further away

And if my lifе appears so small
It's where I still belong
There's not a thing I could recall
I'm not dividing right from wrong
And if I fall again
Then I'm inclined to stay right down
'Cause in the end all that I want
Is to wish myself away

I don't want to make this right
I don't want to get inside
I never felt so left alone
By anyone
I do not choose to fight
But stay out of the light
To reach out of the dark
And try to find you there again

And if my lifе appears so small
It's where I still belong
There's not a thing I could recall
I'm not dividing right from wrong
And if I fall again
Then I'm inclined to stay right down
'Cause in the end all that I want
Is to wish myself away

Is to wish myself away
I wish myself away
And if I fall again
Then I'm inclined to stay right down
'Cause in the end all that I want
Is to wish myself away