are you thinking of harming yourself or others?
๐ต 949 characters
โฑ๏ธ 3:26 duration
๐ ID: 30050176
๐ Lyrics
It feels so good to see myself give in
To every single vice that I've been hiding out with
You can admit I was right
See me chained to the bridge
Rhinestones on my cheeks match the tears staining lids
It's a crutch, doesn't last
This can't fucking persist
I'm in love with substances
Sex and violence
I'm afraid
I'm scared of the things I do to myself
I tried to abstain from everything that brings me anguish
But then I gave up because I can't remember the last time I felt truly happy
(It's just mental illness)
It cuts itself a smile under jaws grinning wide
Soaks collar of it's shirt as it laughs till it dies
It can't hear or see the shrieking freak that gawks in the silver
But it thinks to itself that it looks just like her
Too brave to ask for help
Too much of a coward to do better for myself
I'll never show myself
To anyone
Confess anything else
I lied
I've never been in love
I hate flesh touching flesh
Unless it's leaking blood
To every single vice that I've been hiding out with
You can admit I was right
See me chained to the bridge
Rhinestones on my cheeks match the tears staining lids
It's a crutch, doesn't last
This can't fucking persist
I'm in love with substances
Sex and violence
I'm afraid
I'm scared of the things I do to myself
I tried to abstain from everything that brings me anguish
But then I gave up because I can't remember the last time I felt truly happy
(It's just mental illness)
It cuts itself a smile under jaws grinning wide
Soaks collar of it's shirt as it laughs till it dies
It can't hear or see the shrieking freak that gawks in the silver
But it thinks to itself that it looks just like her
Too brave to ask for help
Too much of a coward to do better for myself
I'll never show myself
To anyone
Confess anything else
I lied
I've never been in love
I hate flesh touching flesh
Unless it's leaking blood
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:15.34] It feels so good to see myself give in
[00:19.02] To every single vice that I've been hiding out with
[00:29.81] You can admit I was right
[00:31.06] See me chained to the bridge
[00:32.56] Rhinestones on my cheeks match the tears staining lids
[00:35.55] It's a crutch, doesn't last
[00:37.01] This can't fucking persist
[00:38.77] I'm in love with substances
[00:40.32] Sex and violence
[00:48.59] I'm afraid
[00:53.03] I'm scared of the things I do to myself
[01:01.92] I tried to abstain from everything that brings me anguish
[01:04.87] But then I gave up because I can't remember the last time I felt truly happy
[01:10.09] (It's just mental illness)
[01:14.20] It cuts itself a smile under jaws grinning wide
[01:17.21] Soaks collar of it's shirt as it laughs till it dies
[01:20.22] It can't hear or see the shrieking freak that gawks in the silver
[01:23.22] But it thinks to itself that it looks just like her
[01:27.20] Too brave to ask for help
[01:32.89] Too much of a coward to do better for myself
[02:13.06] I'll never show myself
[02:16.56] To anyone
[02:19.45] Confess anything else
[02:22.32] I lied
[02:25.07] I've never been in love
[02:28.41] I hate flesh touching flesh
[02:31.42] Unless it's leaking blood
[02:35.35]
[00:19.02] To every single vice that I've been hiding out with
[00:29.81] You can admit I was right
[00:31.06] See me chained to the bridge
[00:32.56] Rhinestones on my cheeks match the tears staining lids
[00:35.55] It's a crutch, doesn't last
[00:37.01] This can't fucking persist
[00:38.77] I'm in love with substances
[00:40.32] Sex and violence
[00:48.59] I'm afraid
[00:53.03] I'm scared of the things I do to myself
[01:01.92] I tried to abstain from everything that brings me anguish
[01:04.87] But then I gave up because I can't remember the last time I felt truly happy
[01:10.09] (It's just mental illness)
[01:14.20] It cuts itself a smile under jaws grinning wide
[01:17.21] Soaks collar of it's shirt as it laughs till it dies
[01:20.22] It can't hear or see the shrieking freak that gawks in the silver
[01:23.22] But it thinks to itself that it looks just like her
[01:27.20] Too brave to ask for help
[01:32.89] Too much of a coward to do better for myself
[02:13.06] I'll never show myself
[02:16.56] To anyone
[02:19.45] Confess anything else
[02:22.32] I lied
[02:25.07] I've never been in love
[02:28.41] I hate flesh touching flesh
[02:31.42] Unless it's leaking blood
[02:35.35]