You Were Never There

I run away but I cannot hide
From all the things I'm still not saying
I want some peace but can't seem to find
A better reason for all I'm feeling

All I have left leaves me faithless
In my reasons to take it all away
Just say it's all for the better
But I can't let go

So at your leisure just take your time
Don't wanna be here but still I wake up
In all that sorrow you leave behind
So pull me out but it's never enough
I'll paint the picture, it's all a lie
I can't imagine another way out
I wanna leave but I can't decide
I fall away just to let myself down

Let's just pretend I won't feel it
When I'm pleading to make it all okay

Just say it's all for the better
Another lonely endeavor
Still caving under the pressure
I won't let go
Take aim while I'm still bleeding
Nothing left to believe in
I try to find some meaning
But I can't let go

Let's just pretend I won't feel it
When I'm pleading to make it all okay

All I have left leaves me faithless
In my reasons to take it all away
Let's just pretend I won't feel it
When I'm pleading to make it all okay