Grilled Tease

Waking up on eastern front
To sounds of bugs and sounds of love
Never knew the way to where
It's the trash and matted hair
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna lie anymore
I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna bake you a pie
'Cause I feel useless and I feel used
I lost the right to be confused
I lost the fight cause I refused
So every night I play to lose
I don't wanna write
I don't wanna spite you anymore
And to your best delight
Lucky you I'll walk out the door
I don't wanna spy
And see you looking back in my eyes
So lucky you I stare
But this time you'll be scared
'Cause I'll be there
And I wont care
And all those times I made you laugh
So you dumped my heart right in the trash
Why ever make me wait for you
I just wanted you to want me too
I dont wanna hate
I just wanna bake you a cake
I don't wanna wait
You would never stay
And I don't care anyway
I don't understand
Why you grab my hand
If you just turn to sand
I don't want to try
If you're just gonna lie
And tell me that you won't say goodbye