Cross The Rubicon

i close my eyes now, i just feel hate
to feel the dust of apathy
we had more than 2 years to bleed
now i entwine insanity
heartless - i follow - repentance is not a word we know
we had to inhale despair and finally we found distance
i really wished to make it all undone
heartless - i follow. repentance is not the word we know
i asked for destiny
all wounds i may deserve
my body feels like nailed to the ground
within blind hate i did not know the glare of the sun
nothing seemed to be strong enough, to share our wish
together as one. i lay down and cross the rubicon
i never wanted you to hate me
my feelings i shall desecrate
cant forget how i drowned in solitude
honour and pride!?!? what the hell! did you care!?