Running Out

I took it all for granted
I wasted so much time
I spent my second chances
Getting drunk and getting high

These days I keep my head down
My mouth shut, my weapons close
I try not to stand out
I can't let anybody to know
Who I am

The only time I step outside is to get groceries
And I barely feed myself anyway
The only time I speak is when I'm spoken to
And I just want these people to shut up and go away

I feel so vulnerable I feel so scared
The world is burning and nobody cares
Things keep getting worse at the years go by
I get this feeling like we're running out of time

Today I've got this empty bottle and this headache
And another 3 days of regret
Yesterday drinking whiskey like it's water
First so that I could function, then so I could forget

I have no future and I'm haunted by the past
I don't know how much longer I will last
I expected I'd be dead by now
And I get this feeling that my time is running out