i don't mind floating (epilogue)
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๐ Lyrics
I've hated myself for as long as i know
And while my body grows
I still feel small
I've hated eating
Since that boy told me
Nobody will love me
With a body like this
And while i cover my wrists
And hate on my legs
I cry bout the things
That just make me feel less
Than everybody else
I've ever met
Think 'bout when i took 50 pills
To try stay asleep
Woke up
Was my mother and sister with me
When everybody else
Was gone
So ima cry until i sleep
Fake reality
I don't mind the floating
Though im terrified
Not going under
Not going under
Cry until i sleep
Fake reality
I don't mind the floating
Though im terrified
Not going under
Not going under
You've been here before
In the companionless cabin
Doors bolted shut and windows boarded up
Not all cracks need to be covered
Thru yours peer a platinum paradise
You've set your alarm for midnight with an enthusiastic nervousness
On whether or not lightening strikes
As the evening grows deeper the darkness erects the light
Those eyes you once felt now dwindled blind
To say something wrong was never the issue
The feeling itself is what's always placed
In the middle of the sides others are stuck on
We don't need to make understanding a life long obligation
Elysium is a gentrified cemetery
And contentment is no longer the goal
We'll water the desert one day at a time
And when it's all said and done we'll feast in the forest
You thought you lost yourself on the bathroom floor that day
Now these nights are no longer the same
I know you don't mind floating
Just don't float away
Cry until i sleep
Fake reality
I don't mind the floating
Though im terrified
Not going under
Not going under
And while my body grows
I still feel small
I've hated eating
Since that boy told me
Nobody will love me
With a body like this
And while i cover my wrists
And hate on my legs
I cry bout the things
That just make me feel less
Than everybody else
I've ever met
Think 'bout when i took 50 pills
To try stay asleep
Woke up
Was my mother and sister with me
When everybody else
Was gone
So ima cry until i sleep
Fake reality
I don't mind the floating
Though im terrified
Not going under
Not going under
Cry until i sleep
Fake reality
I don't mind the floating
Though im terrified
Not going under
Not going under
You've been here before
In the companionless cabin
Doors bolted shut and windows boarded up
Not all cracks need to be covered
Thru yours peer a platinum paradise
You've set your alarm for midnight with an enthusiastic nervousness
On whether or not lightening strikes
As the evening grows deeper the darkness erects the light
Those eyes you once felt now dwindled blind
To say something wrong was never the issue
The feeling itself is what's always placed
In the middle of the sides others are stuck on
We don't need to make understanding a life long obligation
Elysium is a gentrified cemetery
And contentment is no longer the goal
We'll water the desert one day at a time
And when it's all said and done we'll feast in the forest
You thought you lost yourself on the bathroom floor that day
Now these nights are no longer the same
I know you don't mind floating
Just don't float away
Cry until i sleep
Fake reality
I don't mind the floating
Though im terrified
Not going under
Not going under
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:17.59] I've hated myself for as long as i know
[00:28.08] And while my body grows
[00:31.26] I still feel small
[00:32.53] I've hated eating
[00:40.53] Since that boy told me
[00:45.54] Nobody will love me
[00:48.47] With a body like this
[00:54.15] And while i cover my wrists
[00:56.79] And hate on my legs
[00:58.98] I cry bout the things
[01:00.73] That just make me feel less
[01:03.06] Than everybody else
[01:07.30] I've ever met
[01:11.17] Think 'bout when i took 50 pills
[01:14.08] To try stay asleep
[01:16.32] Woke up
[01:16.98] Was my mother and sister with me
[01:20.10] When everybody else
[01:24.95] Was gone
[01:29.04] So ima cry until i sleep
[01:31.45] Fake reality
[01:33.27] I don't mind the floating
[01:34.77] Though im terrified
[01:37.34] Not going under
[01:41.57] Not going under
[01:47.17] Cry until i sleep
[01:48.88] Fake reality
[01:50.83] I don't mind the floating
[01:52.33] Though im terrified
[01:54.88] Not going under
[01:59.16] Not going under
[02:03.66]
[02:23.13] You've been here before
[02:25.47] In the companionless cabin
[02:28.13] Doors bolted shut and windows boarded up
[02:31.86] Not all cracks need to be covered
[02:34.00] Thru yours peer a platinum paradise
[02:36.77] You've set your alarm for midnight with an enthusiastic nervousness
[02:40.53] On whether or not lightening strikes
[02:43.46] As the evening grows deeper the darkness erects the light
[02:47.76] Those eyes you once felt now dwindled blind
[02:52.51] To say something wrong was never the issue
[02:55.29] The feeling itself is what's always placed
[02:57.93] In the middle of the sides others are stuck on
[03:01.32] We don't need to make understanding a life long obligation
[03:04.87] Elysium is a gentrified cemetery
[03:07.02] And contentment is no longer the goal
[03:09.43] We'll water the desert one day at a time
[03:12.54] And when it's all said and done we'll feast in the forest
[03:16.53] You thought you lost yourself on the bathroom floor that day
[03:20.89] Now these nights are no longer the same
[03:24.89] I know you don't mind floating
[03:29.19] Just don't float away
[03:35.36] Cry until i sleep
[03:37.06] Fake reality
[03:38.33] I don't mind the floating
[03:53.34] Though im terrified
[03:59.84] Not going under
[04:05.12] Not going under
[04:07.81]
[00:28.08] And while my body grows
[00:31.26] I still feel small
[00:32.53] I've hated eating
[00:40.53] Since that boy told me
[00:45.54] Nobody will love me
[00:48.47] With a body like this
[00:54.15] And while i cover my wrists
[00:56.79] And hate on my legs
[00:58.98] I cry bout the things
[01:00.73] That just make me feel less
[01:03.06] Than everybody else
[01:07.30] I've ever met
[01:11.17] Think 'bout when i took 50 pills
[01:14.08] To try stay asleep
[01:16.32] Woke up
[01:16.98] Was my mother and sister with me
[01:20.10] When everybody else
[01:24.95] Was gone
[01:29.04] So ima cry until i sleep
[01:31.45] Fake reality
[01:33.27] I don't mind the floating
[01:34.77] Though im terrified
[01:37.34] Not going under
[01:41.57] Not going under
[01:47.17] Cry until i sleep
[01:48.88] Fake reality
[01:50.83] I don't mind the floating
[01:52.33] Though im terrified
[01:54.88] Not going under
[01:59.16] Not going under
[02:03.66]
[02:23.13] You've been here before
[02:25.47] In the companionless cabin
[02:28.13] Doors bolted shut and windows boarded up
[02:31.86] Not all cracks need to be covered
[02:34.00] Thru yours peer a platinum paradise
[02:36.77] You've set your alarm for midnight with an enthusiastic nervousness
[02:40.53] On whether or not lightening strikes
[02:43.46] As the evening grows deeper the darkness erects the light
[02:47.76] Those eyes you once felt now dwindled blind
[02:52.51] To say something wrong was never the issue
[02:55.29] The feeling itself is what's always placed
[02:57.93] In the middle of the sides others are stuck on
[03:01.32] We don't need to make understanding a life long obligation
[03:04.87] Elysium is a gentrified cemetery
[03:07.02] And contentment is no longer the goal
[03:09.43] We'll water the desert one day at a time
[03:12.54] And when it's all said and done we'll feast in the forest
[03:16.53] You thought you lost yourself on the bathroom floor that day
[03:20.89] Now these nights are no longer the same
[03:24.89] I know you don't mind floating
[03:29.19] Just don't float away
[03:35.36] Cry until i sleep
[03:37.06] Fake reality
[03:38.33] I don't mind the floating
[03:53.34] Though im terrified
[03:59.84] Not going under
[04:05.12] Not going under
[04:07.81]