smokescreen

Sadly on the bright side I am oh so lonely
Skin soft as a blanket I feel okay hold me
You told me to not fear as you held my hand tight
I could never tell you that I don't feel alright

You called me a fighter as I struggled to breathe
I guess that what I say could never mean a thing
You told me to not fear as you grabbed on my throat
My skin crawled so harshly as I began to choke

I wish that I had a say in the things you do
Oh well it's whatever I guess it's nothing new
Kiss me oh so gently tell me all of your lies
Somehow I can never seem to say my goodbyes